Big Wide World

now, i admit, i'm a little crazy when it comes to some things. but, well, we all have our tendencies. but i'd like to think (stop me if i'm wrong) that it's more the "wow, that's funny crazy, what a freak you are" kindof crazy. like not being able to write with pencils etc etc etc (well, if i'm honest, etc etc etc etc etc and so on :))

but, here's the necessity. i'm aware of my crazies, i embrace them, and please, good god, i try to control myself. some, apparently, how none of this capacity for self evaluation.

case in point, and i'm sorry that i have to mention this, but i caught a clip of "the bachelor" and wow, psycho girl. the woman comes on saying that she's looking for a husband, b/c her eggs are rotting (no joke, she actually said rotting). girl, not cool. control yourself. you meet a pretty boy, you find out he's a doctor, please, refrain from throwing yourself on him, and telling him how badly you want him to father his children. i mean, that's cool if that's what you want, but really, not the first time you meet the man. sheesh. and then, psycho confronts him, all angry, b/c she has to even ask why he didn't select her to come back. um, i know, its cause you just met, and you're already planning on where your children are going to go to college. he didn't pick you b/c you SCARED him.

i'm not big with "the rules" or anything. but i'm going to go with telling a man that you want to have his children and saying that your eggs are rotting, not a way to win a man. yes? no?