Big Wide World

i don't know about you, but i know that the summer is over when everything starts to pile in on me all at the same time. the fun and games and relaxation are all gone (read sob), and its time to be a grown-up and stop putting everything off b/c "it can wait". now, i realize that those days should have been over for me a long time ago, but leave me be, i'm still a student and i can procrastinate if i want to.

now i'm on the way to finding a professional job (no more retail- can i hear an amen, sing it, and a hallelujah?). rewording my resume is a definate first step, but i also have to look into a particular area of the industry that i have no knowledge about. kind of exciting, kind of overwhelming. but good overwhelming. and now that i've started i do feel all motivated. i am officially in gear for the fall. to all my fellow friends that are feeling the same way, you are not alone, take comfort in the fact that we are all suffering, but hey, c'est la vie. chin up young person.

my calendar is starting to fill in for the first time in months and i actually feel like a grown up. yey